The very thought of it makes me cringe.

Let me start by advising you to never have expectations regarding breastfeeding. See, before Samy came to this world, I had read so many books and articles and attended classes about the importance and joys of breastfeeding and was determined that no matter what happens, I was going to breastfeed my little bundle of joy. However, things quickly evolved minutes after Samy was born. He wouldn’t accept to latch and would get so frustrated no matter how hard the nurses and I tried.